"I don’t really like people, but it’s difficult to get comfortable with loneliness. I mean, I’ve tried to have friends, but it never works out. And I’m tired of going out alone. I’m ok staying in at my place. It smells good when I burn incense and I have a lot of records and I can just play video games.”
The bus she was waiting for arrived. “Do you need to go?”
"It’s ok. Another one will come in ten minutes… But then, you know, sometimes I just want a partner— a relationship. It would be nice to share this part of my life with someone. I’ve been single for years, and you know, there are people I could call if I wanted to. But people always end up saying things that rub me the wrong way, or if I open up to them, suddenly they want me to be their best friend, and I don’t want people to have expectations of me. I don’t want to waste anyone else’s time if I’m not interested in being close to them."
Another bus came and went while she told me about the loneliness, wiping tears from her eyes. Then another. “I’m sorry, I’ve talked too long.”
"It’s really ok. Sometimes we just need to connect."
"Yeah, I forget that sometimes."
OKAY SO A LOT OF PEOPLE DIDN’T KNOW ABOUT THIS
Back when I was in school for graphic design and I tutored people, a lot of people complained about not being able to afford software (because it is ridic expensive). Autodesk offers free software (with a 36 month license key), to ANY students. Want to learn how to animate? Go grab Maya and learn! Wanna learn how to model characters or just general objects? Go grab 3DS Max! Or maybe sculpting is your thing? Go grab Mudbox and have fun!
Or grab Sculptris.There’s a fuckton of programs to mess with and learn things, and no need to go waste time on a torrent.
The only downside to the license is it’s not for commercial use.
Technically you don’t have to be a student either and really who’s gonna knowbut it’s a great way to practice and learn something new! You are still allowed to showoff your stuff and throw it in your portfolio, so maybe one day you can get that animating job and not have to waste 3k on one program.
All those icons in that third photo? Those are all free programs/apps you can get. They’re all full versions, and come with tutorials from basic to advanced stuff. For both Windows and Mac too.
So go sign up and, go grab some stuff. There’s really no reason not to.
important reminder that autodesk is awesome and wants you to use their awesome programs so you can get good and buy them for realsies later.
고딩때 만들었는데, 고양이나 동물들로 군인이나 무법자들이 보고싶어서 만든애들.
이름은 안만들었지만 저 양복쟁이들은 대충 악의4형제로 해서
독일어로 1(아인스),2(드라이),3(쯔바이),4(피어)로 부르고 있음.
둘째는 고문 후유증으로 백치가 됬는데 형제들이 챙겨주는걸로 해서..
삼남은 그게 귀찮아서 집을 나간 양아치.
로 생각했었는데 몇년전에 동물 밀리터리 만화 캣 쉿 원 이 나와서 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
고양이들이 옷입고 신발신는건 참 좋다.
삼남은 초기엔 돼냥이 였는데 돼냥이 그리느건 아직 익숙하지 않아서 바꿨지만
돼냥이 하나도 필요할것 같다.
아마 나중에 더 만든다면 0(뉼)은 하얀애로 만들지 않을까 싶음.